Nothing

Remember when
I sat you down and asked for your ear
And shed so many tears
I couldn't say why
I had to be this high
To go out smiling
And stop surviving
I'm just sleeping on how great I am, oh
It's all in my head, it's all in my head
I'm just making this up all myself, oh
It's so decieving, mind so misleading
But you came here to help
I wouldn't know it was so easy just to play along
It's nothing baby, not at all
I shouldn't be thinking about the end, I'm wrong
It's all on me, I have to stay strong
In the end, it's nothing at all
Spitting wise words I've never thought
It's eating me alive
It's getting deep inside
I'm just here for the fame, you know
Attention whoring
It's getting boring
I'm just bringing this upon myself, oh
I should face it, I'm just crazy
It's a concept my mind just created
On its own
But now it's gone
'Cause you just said "No way"
I wouldn't know it was so easy just to play along
It's nothing baby, not at all
I shouldn't be thinking about the end, I'm wrong
It's all on me, I have to stay strong
In the end, it's nothing at all
It's so selfish, so unreal, so god damn dumb
To write on paper yet another go-to unheard song
For validation of conditions that never were real
Why I'm complaining? I'm just moody, it's just another tear
Sitting down
Lights out
Sitting here
Let it all out
Sitting down
Lights out
Sitting here
Until you get out