C'est La Vie

I was stashing acid inside the refrigerator
And doing hand to hands in the elevator
Shit
On Franklin st
We was staying cutty youngins was getting paper
Almost fell out and needed a respirator
Considered killing myself in 2020
Then thought the same last week
But considerations just weighing options youngin it ain't that deep
I went sober 14 days knowing I would break that streak
Tiger can't change his streaks yo fuck it c'est la vie
Selling false happiness on squares in a foil sheet
We was playing god
I kept a shoulder free jus Incase you cried
Seemed like every blunt we smoked was laced with pride
I believed only god could judge me til I had to face my crimes