Messed Up [nicopop. poolside Remix]

We have conversations
I have conversations with myself
With someone else
Staring into nothing
Staring out at something
I'm not there, I'm everywhere

And when I go back
Back to the start
First time feels so far away
Far away

I'm just a little messed up
I'm a little out of my head
Looks like I get along fine
But most the time I'm just scared
I'm just a little messed up
I think that that's okay
I'm just a little messed up
I'm just a little messed up

You have expectations
I have expectations every night
All the time
Better off pretending
Better to be spending time alone
Without my phone

And when I go back
Back to the start
Hindsight feels so far away
Far away

I'm just a little messed up
I'm a little out of my head
Looks like I get along fine
But most the time I'm just scared
I'm just a little messed up
I think that that's okay
I'm just a little messed up
I'm just a little messed up

I'm just a little messed up
I'm just a little messed up
I'm just a little messed up
I'm a little out of my head
Looks like I get along fine
But most the time I'm just scared
I'm just a little messed up
I think that that's okay
I'm just a little messed up
I'm just a little messed up