Erased (feat. LJ.)

I was suffering from depression, I was gunna go ahead and take my life
I was in the dark tryna search for light
I had all of these demons keeping me up all night

I was suffering from depression
I thought I was trapped walking through this maze
Felt like everyone was pushing me away
Turns out deep down in my heart I was slowly being erased
I needed you
I couldn't stand all this pain that I was going through
Yeah yeah

I kept watching the time but there's no hands on the clock
Empty glass and a gun in my hand
Thinking about taking a shot
I was staring at the ceiling , laying down on my bed
Had no one around me but still heard voices in my head
Tryna move forward but I got obstacles in my way
Tried to play the game but I ended up being the one getting played
Vision so lost tryna searching for things that I can't find
Living in a body tryna live, but a mind that tries to die

I was suffering from depression, I was gunna go ahead and take my life
I was in the dark tryna search for light
I had all of these demons keeping me up all night

I was suffering from depression
I thought I was trapped walking through this maze
Felt like everyone was pushing me away
Turns out deep down in my heart I was slowly being erased
I needed you
I couldn't stand all this pain that I was going through

No one understands all of the blood and tears I shed
Been hungry for so long, don't remember the last time I've been fed
Haven't seen my mamas face in a while tryna remember all the things she said
Live your life to the fullest, don't ever live your life full of regret
Lyin to everybody saying I'm fine cuz they won't understand the sun wont shine no more
Stabbed so many times in the back as I fall to the ground I've slowly been growing my horns
They say keep on going (be strong)
Keep on going (you're not alone)
Keep on going I I I

I was suffering and afraid
It was gunna to take me away
It was hard to live through the pain
I'm tryna find my way

So lost that I've been lying to myself
Comparing me to everybody else
Take my hand (take my hand) this wont be the end
Cuz I want to live again