Losin My Mind

[Hook]
Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losin' my mind?
Am I losin' my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won't you rescue me?
Talkin' to myself
Starin' out

[Verse 1]
Yo, I scribble death letters to myself every day
Sittin' here, locked away, gone astray, with my disarray
Mind torn apart by the box that's in front of me (Yeah!)
Tryin' to erase all the pain that's become of me (Yeah!)
I'm perceived as conceited
I'm reachin' and screamin' at the top of my lungs (Why?)
In need of a miracle, a spiritual calm to come see through the walls
And delete the pitch-black that you hear in these songs
You might call it a blessin', you might call it depression
You might call it a sick game of Smith & Wesson's
Mind torn apart and the fans wanna summon me (Yeah!)
Live on the stage, with they hands right in front of me (Yeah!)
I just spit, then I exit with a cigarette
Life full of death, but it still hasn't killed me yet
Knife to my chest, but it's still no feelin' left
Like me or not, I'ma still keep gettin' checks

[Hook]
Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losin' my mind?
Am I losin' my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won't you rescue me?
Talkin' to myself
Starin' out

[Verse 2]
They associate my name with my face
With my raps, with my hat, with my clothes, with my tastes
It's a shame that you hate, wanna burn my body at the stake
I think you'll find that deep inside the mirror is a mischief(?) fate
Mouth stitched shut, brain trapped in a dark daze
Suicidal thoughts plague, homicidal thoughts rage (Plague, rage)
Crawlin' in a dark maze, clawin' at my heart, crazed (Maze, crazed)
Starin' at the walls up in this coffin in a unmarked grave
I press on like a zombie in this rap game
Prayin' for a miracle to save me from this black rain (Yeah!)
Act strange cause I feel strange
Punchin' through the walls in my crib just to see if I can feel pain (Yeah!)
But only nothingness and numbness stack
I got a feelin' that it's part of why my lungs are black
Ribs collapsed and I'm drowning in my sin perhaps
I put the rope around my neck, and then I drip to black (B-black, black)

[Hook]
Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losin' my mind?
Am I losin' my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won't you rescue me?
Talkin' to myself
Starin' out

[Bridge]
Yeah, yeah
Goin' outta my mind, yeah
Goin' outta my mind, yeah
I'm goin' outta my mind, yeah
I think I'm losin' my mind up in this motherfucker
Goin' outta my mind, yeah
I'm goin' outta my mind, yeah
I'm goin' outta my mind, yeah
I think I'm losin' my mind up in this motherfucker

[Interlude]
Don't fuckin' look at me like I'm crazy
I'm not crazy, y'all made me fucked up
Yeah, listen, listen
The world made me this way
So y'all just gon' have to deal with it
Don't fuckin' look at me crazy
Fuck that!

[Hook]
Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losin' my mind?
Am I losin' my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won't you rescue me?
Talkin' to myself
Starin' out

What fascinations there are on this planet
Strange mortals with curious customs
We'll have a storm now, and an earthquake if you'd like
You must stand aside, out of danger