Need a Lot of Love
I need a lot of love
Yeah Growing up
I feel like I never had a lot of love
Am I not enough
Heard what you said and you said enough
I need a lot of love
I've been back stabbed so who do I trust
I'm talking way more then once
Really from from my closest ones
Am I disappointing you
Am I really hurting you
See it from my point of view
Done being the person you
That you keep on living through
Really tryna ball
You seeing me fall
Used to stare at the wall
Hoping that you won't call
Acting like you do care but you do not at all
High school
Used to go to work and sit inside the parking lot until you went to sleep
All the anger that you had you went and took it out on me
And I would blame it on myself I feel like it was all on me
And I just call myself a freak
And every weekend I was tweaking had your reasons
You ain't even mean it
I would say I fucking love you but I didn't really mean it
I'm just trapped inside this corner that you keep on shoving me in
When I come home
Go right up into my room
Never spending time with you
Conversations overdue
Never listen nothing new
Never get nowhere with you
Ouuu
I just wish you would listen to the words you say
Yeah I'm feeling like a clothesline yeah the way I hang
On every word that you really have to say
Means way more then you think
Yeah Growing up
I feel like I never had a lot of love
Am I not enough
Heard what you said and you said enough
I need a lot of love
I've been back stabbed so who do I trust
I'm talking way more then once
Really from from my closest ones
I know I'm not the perfect son
Said Brandon you can talk like you can open up
But every time I open up you talk about your stuff
It's like I'm fucking dumb
It's like I'm fucking done
I'd rather do this shit alone cuz you don't give a fuck
I'm just done
I know I did not go in direction that you wanted me to
I got my life too you can go and do you I'm just gonna do me
Yeah and I know you're disappointed
And every time I talk about the music I'm annoying
But I feel like you shit on my happiness and enjoy it
I just talk about my dreams and you go and destroy it
I just need a lot of love