Self Reflection

I say I will but I won't
Say I will but I won't
That's the part of all the self reflection
Self Reflection in my mind I feel I been neglected
And the man in the mirror I feel I need to press him
Cause every time he start to talking he just get defensive
He press the panic button now my mind is getting hectic
Face to face
My life's amazing but I know that I'm my saving grace
And that man in the mirror you know I hate his face
I just wish you would relax when you are chasing greatness
Cause you know that your life could be like so amazing
I feel like I'm throwing up
I hate all my bad decisions
I hate all my bad decisions
Chasing all the baddest women
When they chase me back it got me feeling different
Man inside the mirror must be looking different
Cause oh my god
My god my confidence gone
Gone why do I feel so wrong
And she said that my music so hard
Top ten not bottom nine
Last shit was my bottom line
Swear that I'm not satisfied
Wanna be the greatest that's alive
I'm not hear to fuck around
Fuck around with the fuck arounds
Man in the mirror my biggest critic
So you know that it's just fuck him now
Self Reflection in my mind I feel I been neglected
And the man in the mirror I feel I need to press him
Cause every time he start to talking he just get defensive
He press the panic button now my mind is getting hectic
Face to face
My life's amazing but I know that I'm my saving grace
And that man in the mirror you know I hate his face
I just wish you would relax when you are chasing greatness
Cause you know that your life could be like so amazing
Hide behind the microphone
Hide from insecurities
Don't know if you're pure with me
But currently
This shit aligning perfectly
Bitches ain't been curving me
I'm the only one that's curving me
You know that shit a murder scene
Staring at myself inside the mirror
I just hate what just appeared
All my friends
They ain't my friends I swear that they all disappeared
Said my vision
Said it clear
It's like a headlight with a deer
Use to pick and prod and poke
But now I'm the one I fear fuck
Self Reflection in my mind I feel I been neglected
And the man in the mirror I feel I need to press him
Cause every time he start to talking he just get defensive
He press the panic button now my mind is getting hectic
Face to face
My life's amazing but I know that I'm my saving grace
And that man in the mirror you know I hate his face
I just wish you would relax when you are chasing greatness
Cause you know that your life could be like so amazing
I keep saying that I will I know I won't
I just keep on treading water somehow I still stay afloat
Every song I write and rap I feel like there is so much growth
There is so much shit I don't know about myself
It's so unknown
I'm caving in
This road I'm paving
I'm on that either I'm dead or I'm making it
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
That's the problem with the self reflection
Doesn't matter how many steps you take as long you stepping
Stop acting like you fucking dead you ain't dead yet
Dead yet
Ima shoot up this whole place
And let a body fall
Let a body fall