Karma (feat. Bubo Vile)

I've come undone

I've come undone
I know I need help
But I won't listen
Yet still I question myself

Yeah
Used to ride around in your Pontiac now it's Cognac with no chase
Just dead ends with no face
How you still got room for more hate?
I still wonder 'bout what you say
And I admit that but that's in the past I remember back before days
When my love never showed face
True belief in love it never came
I could make another excuse again but I apologize for my ways
Wasn't fair I never played it straight
Always there but I was too late

I ain't give it time, I just wrote in silence
I was focused up and I ain't mean to try to, uh, yeah
Hurt you bad
I know you mad but I hope you're happy
I finally stepped up to step daddy
I drink brandy cause I remain static about my past actions

My past actions always spoke about me what my mouth hadn't
Now sometimes I look back and laugh
But what I did to you is no laughing matter

What's funny now is that it don't matter cause you seem grown enough to move past it

Now it's bolt action, no 50 Cal so I bolt out
I was too afraid to really hold you down but you win the round I hope you leave gladly
My karma

I've come undone
I know I need help
But I won't listen
Yet still I question myself

The pain i've felt
Hearts broken friendships fell
It's all their fault
That's what I tell myself

My karma

Used to ride around in your Subaru now it's uber moves and no dates
I guess karma gave us that fate
I guess we lost touch with our taste
Pinky swears made to not break but you crossed me and made haste

And I always felt unwanted
But I gave you all my strength
When you were weak I carried, now I'm bent out of my shape
Now it's fuck you and I hate you, couldn't care if you sniffed paint

But we both know that's a lie
I say that to get by
So in bed alone I don't cry
But the tears spread on my bedset forever float my boat on late nights
I was guided by my own light
No thanks to you that I'm fine

Then it got me thinking, last time, in a relationship
I'm the one who was leeching
Ironic how you knew everything and you still chose to repeat it
You ain't want me till you need me, then it's, "Oh no we all peachy"
And that's fair enough, karma come around, and the last one probably geeking
She always said love would never keep me, just leave me, so i'm freaking
Hope the one I got don't find a reason
Hope you both happy this weekend

The pain I've felt
Hearts broken, friendships fell
It's all their fault
That's what I tell myself

I've come undone
I know I need help
But I won't listen
Yet still I question myself

I still question myself, I still question myself

My karma, My karma