No Conditions

All I ever wanted was some
Recognition
All I ever wanted was love
No condition
All you ever wanted was to
Break me down
All you ever wanted was to
Fake me out

And if I never see you again
That would be too soon
And if I never see you again
That would be too soon

Back in 09 had a hell of a time
That's when I was just a kid who didn't know how to write
Chasing fish
Combine the pole and the line
That's a metaphor for problems bigger fish getting fried

But, so many in the sea they on a pole or they iced
They gone do it for they school 'til that closure arrive

When do my closure arrive?

When do my poster arrive?
It's getting colder at night
So I been coasting at night
Thinking heavy thoughts while I go and blow through a light
Kind of hope the camera got me on my sensitive side
I'm only driving right now to put emotion aside
But you can tell by the song ain't no hope in my eyes

There wasn't hope in my life at that time
I think Mitchie called me but I'm crying
I think Hayley had called me but I'm fine
So I pick up the phone and dial 9, 1

Then I got to stop

My feet just hit the ground with my phone now
As I pushed on the clutch and the brake down
Almost hit another car that was sleeping
I was praying to a god I don't believe in
That I wouldn't die here on the freeway
What would my parents say if they seen this?

I ain't seen him in a while to be honest
Why did I low key want this?

Why'd I think that my depression wouldn't haunt me?
Why'd I think that I could live in the harmony?
Why'd I ever trust my gut when it was harming me?
Probably why I tried to hurt it with a bottle, see

Pump my lungs full of all of the nicotine
Just so I could feel a sense of some certainty
Just so I could get a glimpse of some clarity

Am I scaring you?
Cause I'm scaring me
Jeez

All I ever wanted was some
Recognition
All I ever wanted was love
No condition
All you ever wanted was to
Break me down
All you ever wanted was to
Fake me out

And if I never see you again
That would be too soon
And if I never see you again
That would be too soon

You probably think that this is all about the one that got away
It sort of kind of is if you look at it in a different way
It ain't about no girl, It's about life's chains
And breaking free with my momma cause we felt like slaves god damn

We getting too deep
Maybe this why I drink
Cause I don't ever wanna think about him breathing a peep
I don't really wanna think about a bed with no sheets

But my mom was out of town so he still had to prove it
That he was a big man and make me feel useless
But I tough up and take it cause if momma could do it
Then I'll do it too I just prefer to move but

He had money, stability, degree, and a job
My momma just had my siblings, and me in her arms
Wouldn't have it any other way she'd whisper at night
And I'd hold her while she tried her best to not wet her eyes
So I made it my mission to see 'bout getting us out
But one day when I came home it was chaos in the house
And momma went to jail for something that she didn't even do
Funny thing is she was tried for something that he would always do
That's the truth
And it's ugly, but it's true
We were homeless for a while, getting close to the end
Found myself in 204, with a wolf, and a pen

All I ever wanted was some
Recognition
All I ever wanted was love
No condition
All you ever wanted was to
Break me down
All you ever wanted was to
Fake me out

All she ever wanted was love
No condition
All she ever wanted was to
Protect her kittens

Now we wont miss him
No we wont miss him

That's the end
To be continued