Leia
Please call out my name and end my sadness
Heal this broken heart, a haunting madness
Painted on a canvas that deceives me
I will bleed all of my feelings
Again...
Drowning in my own fantasy
This illusions’ beyond my reach
“What do you think this warmth could be?”
Melting me, my chest bears this heat
Laughter, smiles they eat away
Everything of me everyday
Yes, I've come to accept my fate
For my life will always be painted in gray
Is this what I desire - surrendering to lies?
If this is what you wanted...
then tell me why!
Yearning to embed this love within me
Overflowing pain spills from my heartbeat
Forever away, your voice grows distant,
Fear and doubt, of your existence.
If your lovely shape, vibrant and touching
Shatters from its form and fades to nothing.
Then I’d rather live on without seeing
I’ll live on this lie I need.
Leia!
Lost illusions, they’re mocking me
Testing everything I believe
“What kind of world do your eyes see?”
Echoing, the answers I see are in gray
For a moment it’s stopping
Time in eternity
As reality stripped me of all my sanity
If all time itself loses its meaning
If this world erases every feeling
Then every piece of hope that I've been painting
would have all been made for nothing
Just a little more, stay in denial
Just a little more, to see you smile
If my aching voice still isn't reaching
Then for god's sake, please just kill me!
Please call out my name and end my sadness
Heal this broken heart, a haunting madness
With this painted canvas that deceives me
I will bury all my feelings
Memories of love that slowly kill me
burn it with my wounded heartbeat
Let the flames consume my soul and body
In your loving sweet embrace
Leia! (x2)