Overthinking

I’ve been overthinking ay
Man, i’m over thinking yea

I’m blocked by my fears, my vision blurred by these tears
God done blessed me through the years but all i wanna do is disappear
I broke my own heart, it’s severe
Dear, those who are near
Won’t you hear
When I come near
No one appears
When you need a favor, i’m the only one here
Let’s go back to the year
2016
My big premiere
Stuck in between
Who I was and who I wanna be
HSM 3
Troy when he “Scream”s
I wanna be the queen
But i’m watching through the screen
Can i be the queen
It’s too far, must reach
Freestyle: a routine
Wanting to be seen
And the i OD
Tryna be unique
But barely making it through the week
All this critique
Somebody listen to me
Answer the phone, God give me peace
I ain’t getting enough sleep
Grandma rest in peace
Funny how they hated but they listen when i speak

I’ve been overthinking ay
Man, I’m over thinking yeah

Dear God, I know it’s been a while
But I can’t help but overthink and it takes away my smile
Feels like I’m running towards my problems at a thousand miles
Per hour
Got my angel wings, boy you know I ain’t no coward
Never jumped off the Eiffel Tower
But you can almost guarantee I’m at a rooftop now or
Never
Feel like my raps are way to clever
I’m on a different level
Please God help me I can hear the devil
Tryna make songs that praise God like Bethel
I’ve been told that I am special, by several
Where are my medals
For overthinking, rapping, anxiety creeping
Sinking
My eyes ain’t blinking
Zoning out
Tryna runaway from my house
Oh no, here come my doubts!

I had a lot to say but I remained silent

I’ve been overthinking ay
Man, I’m over thinking yeah

What if I’m not overthinking, and everyone is just under thinking