Mandy

Have you ever met a girl
That made you reconsider college
Think I did her name is Mandy
Made me feel all types of things
She's a fucking beauty queen
Too bad it wasn't meant to be
At least it wasn't at the time we met
I feel like she resents me and its all because of me
I wasn't free within my mind
I had to find myself and go to hell
Before I chose the good for my health
Suicide was on my mind and now
I got the fucking time to fight for what is right

Undo my wrongs and make some songs about my life
Ive always been a fighter
Never in the physical but what we call spiritual
Medication in my hands didn't dare to throw it back
I'm spitting fucking facts I'm coming back to make it right
Sit tight I'll bring a bag no not the one you're thinking of
I'm talking bout some fucking money
And its simply for my honeymoon up in the sky
I promise imma fucking die before I let you go for good
No I am not from the hood but I'll treat you like I should
I'm a god amongst men let me bend that backwards
Like I'm cheering from above build a fucking pyramid
I'm heaven sent I'm shining on I bleed my truths period

I'm bout to make a pact and spit some facts
About my dreams and aspirations
They ain't ever gon be broken
Got the man above me looking out for me
I'm finna see what I can be and then
I'll double back make up for some lost time while I rhyme
Sometimes I cry because
I know how much she means to me
And even if we grow apart
The love I got for her is here to stay
I'm always just a call away
I promise I am not the same
She's got the voice of Beyonce
She makes me crazy like I'm Jay-Z
You're the only elevation that I need
I see what you can be I'm tryna set you free
And maybe we can reunite no not tonight
But I relize that hearts always need healing
I'm just dealing with a lot so this is how I'm feeling