The 13th

Here's all I am
An illusion
I am
Remain unseen
An intrusion
I am

Was born a ghost
Lived as a lie
Prayed to my woes

I hailed your words
But I'm unheard
I don't belong

I don't know how to feel alive and
I don't know if I'll ever be home again
I don't know if you'll ever see me fall
I don't know how to feel alive and
I don't know if I'll ever be home again
I don't know if you'll ever see me fall

I bear your lies
Your words of pride
Despise your coats
Repent my oath
Resend and loathe
The one above

I don't know how to feel alive and
I don't know if I'll ever be home again
I don't know if you'll ever see me fall
I don't know how to feel alive and
I don't know if I'll ever be home again
I don't know if you'll ever see me fall

Why did I become the one here and now?
Everything that you need is just a vow
Remain in silence, a broken alliance
A traitor, to live, to live, to all that we know

I don't know how to feel alive and
I don't know if I'll ever be home again
I don't know if you'll ever see me fall
I don't know how to feel alive and
I don't know if I'll ever be home again
I don't know if you'll ever see me fall

I don't know how to feel alive and
I don't know if I'll ever be home again
I don't know if you'll ever see me fall