It's Called Love And I'm Losing (Saying GoodBye)

I don't wanna say goodbyes
I don't wanna say bye
To the one I love
But that's the final time
That I'll let you
Hurt me this bad
How could you be
So selfish baby
Back in 2012, we use to run around
But you kept us on the low like we were underground
Started dissing all my dreams
Now your hearing every recorded they surround
Go on tell me how they sound
Knowing you can't ever get me back
I'd Never let a chick piggyback
When You never even hit me back
Go on DM & React
You ain't even worth the fucking plaque
Of the songs, I made outta that
Trauma
All you were was drama
Never took a second thought if it wasn't in your honor
I played the second fiddle but here's the karma
All that bullshit made me stronger
Ain't no chink in this armor
So welcome to the slaughter
I don't wanna say goodbyes
I don't wanna say bye
To the one I love
But that's the final time
That I'll let you
Hurt me this bad
How could you be
So selfish baby
No more pictures or the wedding rings
Cause I'm moving on to the better things
No more stressing over little things
Working on an album cause I love my dreams
Finding love in passion, instead of violent screams
No longer need someone to pick me up
I just work harder when I feel like giving up
Lock myself up in this booth when I'm feeling stuck
But 2022 gonna be my year
I can feel it in my gut
So Tell me you fucking hate me
Beat me and then barraid me
Call me what you want, But I am anything but lazy
Don't care what people think I'm crazy
Now you dead to me Gwen Stacy
I don't wanna say goodbyes
I don't wanna say bye
To the one I love
But that's the final time
I don't want to say goodbyes
But I Don't need you
Here with me baby
And there's nothing you can do about it
Use to to tell you about my dreams
But you would doubt em
Now I got a million streams
You can't hang me by your strings
Every stage I hit they scream
Guess there ain't no I in team
If They lack the passion and the drive
It's no wonder why they ain't ever on your side
I had love the fact that I'm alive
Back to back to back to back
I think I finally found my stride
This a different type of pride
This a different type of vibe
What a time to be alive
Ain't ever felt this way since 1995
How I come up after I already died
Really felt that way inside
For all the times that I have cried
It's my eyes that opened wide