this is not a love song

This is not a love song
Cause love songs are overdone
And I will never write one
For you
This is just me thinking
That I wouldn't mind to
Spend another night
With you

I say that I'm over it
The purple lights
And smoking in your bed
Although I'll never truly know
What its like
The fight within your head
Well it took a stint
With edibles
But now I think I get it

This is not a love song
Cause love songs are overdone
And I would never write one
For you
This is just music
Like the music we listened to
The type of stuff I'd sing
With you

I held your waist
You sang Your Song
Hanging on the words
Of Elton John
Now I'm on the other coast
Thinking
I'm better off alone
But I'd never trade
A moment
Cause you always felt like
Home

Although I am not ashamed
I can't help
But wonder if the reason
I've changed
Is because of what you meant to me
Because of how you held to me
Because of how you laughed at all my jokes
Now we're both regrettably
The same