Indecision

The time
The time has come
And here, I'm seen as one
Whose words can not be true
Whose lies are worthless too
And I look into my decision
Should I say my indecision's my life
And I know nothing ever changes
But how many time's I've changed my mind
And I can say that I've been told a lot
Like what is good and what is not
Why don't I have what he has got
And is that even what I want
I worry for my sanity
They want what you don't wanna be
That you don't love me
You love me
And they don't mean it
Mean it
Mean it

I dream but I don't sleep
Can't fall, I'm in too deep
I bleed but I don't hurt
I scream but can't be heard
And I look into my decision
Should I say my indecision's my life
And I know nothing ever changes
But how many time's I've changed my mind
And I can say that I've been told a lot
Like what is good and what is not
Why don't I have what he has got
And is that even what I want
I worry for my sanity
They want what you don't wanna be
That you don't love me
You love me
And they don't mean it
Mean it
Mean it