I Fought It Back

I fought it back - the times that left me blind
I fought it back - but winds are so unkind
It`s always there - behind my hopeless smiles
You`re always there - til the day I die

I fought it back - but only on borrowed time
I fought it back - but only for a little while
It`s always there - behind my hopeless smiles
You`re always there - til the day I die

It`s in your stare
It`s in the air
That I can`t bear

Sometimes I wish that you could see
The pain that you feed
Sometimes I really wish you could bleed
For me again

Sometimes I really wish you could see
The snakes that crawl on me
Sometimes I really wish I could flee
From you again