Doesn't Matter
I am on the lonely road, doesn't matter where I go
I can't get rid of this pain, doesn't matter where I am
Doesn't matter where I go, doesn't matter where I am
I'm on the lonely road, I can't get rid of this pain
I can't take it away and it's starting to get deadly
My heart is full of pain even though I'm fucking empty
No matter what I do, no matter what I feel
Every day get the same question, do I really have to live?
It feels like thousands of knives that are stabbed into my chest
I'm bleeding to death and there's no one who can help
Doesn't matter what I want
There is no place where I belong
There's no cure for my pain, there's no place I can escape
Day by day it's getting harder, don't know how much I can take
But I feel the end is near, seeing death I have no fear
People keep letting me down, at least they won't shed a tear
On the day when all this pain will only turn to dust
cnd I will break the cycle of looking for true love
I met them, they hurt me, feel pain, can't forget it
I'm trying my best, they leave, I don't get it
I'm walking in circles, taking drugs to just leave it
I'm walking in circles, want closeness, repeat it
I met them, they hurt me, feel pain, can't forget it
I'm trying my best, they leave, I don't get it
I'm walking in circles, taking drugs to just leave it
I'm walking in circles, want closeness, repeat it...
Doesn't matter where I go, doesn't matter where I am
I'm on the lonely road, I can't get rid of this pain
I can't take it away and it's starting to get deadly
My heart is full of pain even though I'm fucking empty
No matter what I do, no matter what I feel
Every day get the same question, do I really have to live?
It feels like thousands of knives that are stabbed into my chest
I'm bleeding to death and there's no one who can help
Tell me what I have to do with the devil in my head
Every night I see my death, keep seeing its exact date
I have nightmares, I have demons, I have voices in my head
They keep me up at night, I can feel them on my back
My anxiety is growing, I'm not able to fight it
I cannot find my peace, everywhere I go feels haunted
cnd sometimes it's unbearable, I'm being hit by thrills
I'm talking with my voices and they whisper in my ears
You'll lose, you're weak, you are worthless, you are shit
You shouldn't even try cause you're not able to win
No more hope and no more dreams, it's better to just leave it
You should die, you should suffer, you're cursed soul, they are repeating
You'll lose, you're weak, you are worthless, you are shit
You shouldn't even try cause you're not able to win
No more hope and no more dreams, it's better to just leave it
You should die, you should suffer, you're cursed soul, they are repeating...
Doesn't matter where I go, doesn't matter where I am
I'm on the lonely road, I can't get rid of this pain
I can't take it away and it's starting to get deadly
My heart is full of pain even though I'm fucking empty
No matter what I do, no matter what I feel
Every day get the same question, do I really have to live?
It feels like thousands of knives that are stabbed into my chest
I'm bleeding to death and there's no one who can help
Real pain in my mind, real pain in my heart
This real pain will never die
Devil in my head, my suffering never ends
My demons are awake, this is a real pain