Filthy

Can anybody out there hear me?
Cause' I just wanna say one thing
By now my hands and my soul have gotten filthy
And it's taking every thing for me to come clean

Hey
Yeah, woke up to the same old shit
Same old rappers, playing same old tricks
Same old habits with the same old stench
In the air, roll spliffs big as egg rolls, bitch
I don't care

I've been keeping overstimulated just to compensate
For all the problems I've accumulated
Got a b-b-brain full of chemicals for the pain
Just a victim of the pharmaceutical drug game check it out

I got a couple things on my chest now
They keep weighing on me got me feeling stressed out

Drugs aren't happening, all I do is feel suppressed now
Fuck it, I'ma have to come clean
(Why?)
Fuck it, I'ma have to come clean now
Better tell my team, that I'm ducking out the scene now
That don't mean I'm leaving here forever
But I'm leaving for the better
I'm moving onto better things now
(I'm moving onto better things now)

Can anybody out there hear me
Cause' I just wanna say one thing
By now my hands and my soul have gotten filthy
And it's taking every thing for me to come clean

Yeah, we all got problems everyday
Bloodstream full of things I can never say
What's the big deal anyway, that's how I celebrate
One love, one life, everyday I demonstrate
(Check it out)

I ain't tryna tell you about my complications
Cause it's obvious my head is occupying constellations

My relations with outer space
A full time, basis
I'm too far, chasing a shooting star, baby

And I don't think that I can make it back now
It's hard for us to change the way we act now
Some people never dig their way up out now
Looks like we stuck up in our ways
(Why?)
It looks like we stuck up in our ways now
Feel like I could break, need to find a new escape route
Just evacuate and pull the lever cause I'm ready for tomorrow
I'm moving onto better days now (days now)

Can anybody out there hear me?
Cause' I just wanna say one thing
By now my hands and my soul have gotten filthy
And it's taking every thing for me to come clean

Yeah
My hands dirty like my thoughts been
Swimming in the filth I've been lost in
I'm so tired, feeling boxed in
Cause tryna stay clean is exhausting
I ain't proud, everything around so filthy
So I keep my head up in the clouds
I ain't proud, everything around so filthy
So I keep my head up in the clouds

Yeah
It's Lox
Shoutout to my man
Wy on the track
Yeah
Why?
Why is it so easy to be filthy
And so hard to come clean? Shit