Fake wealth

I was told by all my teachers I have instability. I move alone and in silence because I live in this city
I'm pretty antisocial, not much life in my proximity. I lost my fucking mind before I lost my damn virginity
I'm always on the bus, I ain't got money for a chaufer
Ask me how my day is, I say pretty mediocre
Know like her money, but I absolutely hate your wife
And if money buys my happiness, I fucking hate my life

Hiding in the family washroom even though I never had one
My best friend is my mom's ex's mom's grandson
Fifteen and a half years, none of them were ever handsome
Words can get you killed, but I'm not new to taking stupid chances
Most of these rappers talking about riches, how original
We stereotyped as a genre as the fucking criminals
We supposed to be the inspiration to the little ones,
but we the reason that they growing up to be some prisoners

I work a nine to five except I'm working eight to four
I work illegal hours cause we need the money more
My mom's a waitress and my stepdad doesn't have a job
The fuckers laid him off and now I'm hoping they get robbed
I got a fear of missing out which is pretty ironic considering I talk a lot but somehow always get forgotten
Maybe we should bring him to a party, make him leave his home
No, I think we'll leave him sitting in the dark alone

It's called a hustle, but the hustle hustles me a lot Running on a 30 minute sleep for like a month
Always in my school hoodie, never get the time to change
Reppin' Notre Dame even though I fucking hate that place
Every day I wake up knowing I'ma have to fake a smile
Gotta make sure that my sister grows up as a happy child
She know I'ma make it and although my monthly listeners is low, I'ma go 30 to 100 like the dashboard

I wonder how much more until they start to take me serious
I guess the people choosing that are probably delirious
I know that I don't have a lot of fame right now but that'll come
Try and name another 15 year old with an album
If you drinking stars then you probably can't get with this
because it's shit for my people Paying their parents' rent
For my people Working 40 hour weeks, maybe more

It's a poorly managed, understaffed, sketchy ass store
Sprintin just to catch the bus
stealing stuff to feed myself
Probably the reason that I'll grow up never seeing wealth
Missing out on memories just to make the melodies
Just for those to get lucky to see about 11 streams
but I don't care about the numbers
Explain why my grades are low
I'd rather be a bum than have a living as a naked hoe

You thought that I was good at nothing, you should go and think again
And the safest option is for me and you to make amends