The Therapist
What brings you here today?
I got your number from a friend of mine
I was hoping you could help me stop
Obsessing 'bout the end of time
All of my regrets and the mistakes I made
Every single mountain that I didn’t climb
And why the only time I feel
This when I'm sniffing lines
And when I wake up in the
Morning I start sipping wine
And why I walk around with this
Fuckin' smile on my face
When I know deep inside shit isn’t fine
When you say it isn't fine, what you mean?
Every single moment in my life I wanna scream
Everybody tells me that I won't be
Happy 'til I chase my dreams
But what are my dreams? What is that mean?
They tell something that
I'm passionate about
But honestly I'm not passionate
About a thing i think in extremes
My blood and my tears filtered
To the same stream i've turned to a machine
You feelings make sense
Tell me about your father?
Okay, you have a really lovely office
I'm serious, tell me about your dad?
I love this couch, it’s so beautiful in plaid
Does the topic of your father make you upset?
Ah, yes! The only thing he’s ever
Care about is success to be honest
I don't think he’s ever watched the sunset
What about your mom?
What about my mom? She spend her
Fuckin' life tryna disassemble a bomb
Every other week
She's on a new medication that make her calm
And she's always tryna make me read psalms
I thought that I’d be happy when I found love
But I just wanna tear it
Down from the ground-up
Have your parents ever told you
That they proud of you?
Of course not! I don't even know
What they be proud of
Will you clean the blood off my soul?
I'm in pain!
Will you clean the blood off my soul?
I'm in pain!
Okay, talk about your love life
I'd say it's just neglect
A lot of toxic behavior and disrespect
I let people get close, then I disconnect
Then I twist their neck
I'm like a multiple choice quiz
Where every single answer is incorrect
What you mean? This is heartlessness
It's where the darkness is
My ex said that I'm a narcissist
I'd like to think that I'm an arsonist
I burn it all down
Acting like I'm independent
When I'm codependent
I just wanna close and end it
But I always leave it open-ended
Man I'm over this shit women take my heart
And they fold and twist it
And make me feel pain, I didn't know existed
I'm so sadistic
So kill me and leave me with an open casket
I'm not a hopeless romantic, I'm hopeless
That's it!
So do you think about death a lot?
It's all I ever fuckin' do
I hear different voices in my head
Saying bad things about me
I swear to God that all
Of it is fuckin' true
I'd be lying if I said that last few
Years had been anything other than awful
Toxic, depressing, painful, and hostile
Take a Kleenex
Blood is coming out your nostrils
Will you clean the blood off my soul?
I'm in pain!
Will you clean the blood off my soul?
I'm in pain!