Stronger than before (alpha build)

[Part 1]

[Intro]
One two three...
GO!

[Verse 1]
I'm not dead just wish that I had
Been alive, early access
Alpha build you will be stronger than before
Alpha build, stronger than before
It's all in your head
Leaving to the stratosphere
And I hope you will be soothing on your back
Embark on you feel
You whisper to the sun, rope down
Hiding sugar in your flesh

[Chorus]
Wash down the rain
Focus on you
I'm not alive
Too soon

[Post-Chorus]
GO!

[Verse 2]
Woe is me, you laugh in time
The sweetest things are on my mind
Candles burn and cigarettes
Pillow as you cry
I would call you...
Home
Sleeping outside
And walls are thinning down the stairs
You pretend all you were in a liе again
It's all that you can see
Embark your sweet relief
And all you scream

[Chorus]
Wash down
Souvеnirs
And you're outside
Hoping someone will find you

[Part 2]

[Bridge]
I will not
Put a bullet
Straight down through the chrome
I stole out
Hoping for wishful thinkers
Close to your head lacing fear
But I'm outside
And falling faster

[Part 3]

[Chorus]
So I won't
So I won't
So I won't
So I won't

[Verse]
You were awful, I'm just whispers
You fall alone
I would falter, you shoot markers
From my face to yours
Now I will rise

[Bridge]
If I'm coming home. I'm gonna die
If I'm coming home, I'm gonna die
Well I'm coming home, and I will not die
But I'm coming home, do I need to lie?

[Verse]
You were awful, I'm just whispers
You fall alone

[Chorus]
So I won't
So I won't
So I won't
So I won't

[Outro]
It's 2:15 PM, November 19th, 2021, as I'm recording this. I probably should have finished this album a long time ago and at this point I'm not really sure what shape it makes anymore. It lost it's form to me a long time ago. I wonder if these scattered fragments across two years really makes any sense together anymore. It all feels too heavy. Maybe I should just cut this song off the album, maybe I should just scrap the album. Maybe I should let it die and just work on something new. I don't know. That doesn't seem quite right either. Maybe the mess will be fine