Back on My Bullshit

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, I'm back on my bullshit
Doin' all my old tricks
Callin' out on my shit
Searchin' for my next fix
Lord, I was growing, all my love was showing
Foolish me for thinking I won't
Fall back and slip alone in my room tonight
Staring at the ceiling lights
Running round in my head
Hoping we can stay in bed
I have so many questions
Never looked for answers
Self-absorbed confessions got me losin'
Who I am

I don't care, I don't care
I hate everything
I don't carе, I don't care about anything
Don't tell me to try, I'll just say goodbyе
You'll never be able to convince me

This is the last time that I put up a fight
I'm feeling crushed
Pushed down and locked up
I'm done trying, not used to refining
If it's broken, just leave it alone

I've hung my head
I'm sick of wastin' breath
I've come to realize life
Is only chasin' death
And when I close my eyes
It's only racing thoughts
The little hope I have is
Probably all I've got (Got)
It's been a long way down (Down)
Climb from the bottom
I can't find my way out (Out)
And don't you try to save me now
I know all I've been is
Such a fuckin' letdown

I don't care, I don't care
I hate everything
I don't care, I don't care about anything
Don't tell me to try, I'll just say goodbye
You'll never be able to convince me

This is the last time that I put up a fight
I'm feeling crushed
Pushed down and locked up
I'm done trying, not used to refining
If it's broken, just leave it alone

Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah
(yeah, I'm back on my bullshit)
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah (yeah, I'm back on my)

Bullshit, doin' all my old tricks
Callin' out on my shit
Searchin' for my next fix
Lord, I was growing, all my love was showing
Foolish me for thinking I won't
Fall back and slip
I won't fall back and slip