Suppression

I have to forget
I have to repress
Dealing with these memories in my head
I have to forget
I have to repress
Dealing with these memories in my head
Walking through earlier times
I guess I've left someone behind
With my head in the clouds
I can't forget what happened in my thoughts
Past is past I have to repress
Or I will end up as a mess
In a world with ignorance on a throne
It's ok…deal with it on your own
With all these prying eyes
Right through my spine
It's the pressure to focus on the present time
Chasing after change
Forgetting the vices on my shoulders
It seems to be the right way
Neglecting a brain full of gaping wounds
Past is past
Done is done
And I have to repress to move forward
I keep falling back into suppression
Once bitten, twice shy
I catch myself being so damn blind
"The past is a lesson and it made me who I am"
It's not strong it's just denying
With all these prying eyes
Right through my spine
It's the pressure to focus on the present time
Chasing after change
Forgetting the vices on my shoulders
It seems to be the right way
Neglecting a brain full of gaping wounds
Past is past
Done is done
And I have to repress to move forward
I keep falling back into suppression
I have to forget
I have to repress
Dealing with these memories in my head
I have to forget
I have to repress
Dealing with these memories in my head
I have to forget
It's a long process
Confronting these memories in my head
Past is past
Done is done
And I have to repress to move forward
I keep falling back into suppression
Suppression