Sleepless Thoughts

The night is clear
My mind is clouded
With past mistakes
Everything I've doubted
I'm left alone
With these memories
Wanting nothing more
Than for them to leave

I feel so empty
I feel so alone
This bed is cold
This is not a home
I wish I was happy
I just want to smile
But the truth is
Ive been dead for a while

I'm too afraid to die
I'm too awake to sleep
So I'll move on
And breathe in deep

Deep down inside
I want to live
I want someone to love
And my heart to give
I'll give my everything
I'll give my all
Just give me a warm place
For me to fall

I'm too afraid to die
I'm too awake to sleep
So I'll move on
And breathe in deep
I'm too afraid to die
I'm too awake to sleep
So I'll move on
And breathe in deep
I'm too afraid to die
I'm too awake to sleep
So I'll move on
And breathe in deep