Alone This Christmas Time

I'm losing my mind
This Christmas time
I don't have anyone
I'm not having fun
The only thing hanging
On my Christmas tree
Will be ornaments
Ladders and me
Why act happy
If I'm all alone
I'll call those who they say they care
On the phone
All I hear are those sweet Christmas bells
They tell me again to kill myself
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time
I got no presents
This time of year
I'm scared all I feel
Is my own fear
I don't want to die
But I have to
It's the only way to
Stop my blue
I wish I was a kid
Once again
I'm writing my last lеtter
With my pen
This time it won't bе for Saint Nick
For the end, I'll play a Christmas classic
Alone
This time of year
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time
Alone
This Christmas time