I Can't Go Back To Her

I'm never going out and I'm never going back
I can't leave those two alone cause they're always smoking crack
And I don't want a chaser
I don't wanna chase her
I can't keep the pace so I never really race her
You smirk your strange smile
And you ride a motorcycle
Your world is on my shoulders and I can't hold it over
On earth, day one
Your worth will never be that much
But you can pray above
You can use god as a crutch yeah
I can't go back to her
It's moving way too fast
But everything's a blur
I'm withdrawing in class
I'm in the atmosphere
Heard what I shouldn't hеar
I don't have the strength
Can't еven run off with my legs yeah
Hey I'm on my way I want to see you everyday
But nothing's been the same
Since we never got to say
Our last goodbye
Hours in the sky
Just to say hello
And you say hell no
I never say of what I want
But still I piss everyone off
You know it's never fair
But you said you didn't care
Cause I failed that test
Beneath your dress
Got so much older
Running from a boulder
Everyone has something to love
But somehow I ended up with none
Everyone gets something to love
But I never was
Never was, never loved
I don't want your help
I don't want your money
Don't think you're cute
I don't think you're funny
All you ever do
Is annoy and and bug me
All you ever do is try to fuck me
You used hit me up like hey baby what's up
You used me for my love
But now you want to fuck
I even changed up how I dress
Just to try to be the best
But you never even noticed
And it made me so depressed
I can't go back to her
It's moving way too fast
But everything's a blur
I'm withdrawing in class
I'm in the atmosphere
Heard what I shouldn't hear
I don't have the strength
Can't even run off with my legs yeah