Window Pain

I just hit the bottle
How much Henny will I swallow
Knowing you can't save me
I don't feel the same
I know plenty of you follow
Hearts been wrapped up into cellophane
Start to reminisce on days
I thought that the rainy days would never stay away
Killing myself over thinking of my past
Half the empty bottle in my looking Glass
Having dreams of dying hope I don't go into fasting
That's the last thing
Guess I never knew I needed more emotion
Reaper calling me to come and put the ball in motion
Demons 'round me I can't even focus
Think about my locomotive
To open the door and let the lyrics float in
God I'm smoking more to get this pain away
Without it I don't know I just don't feel the same
I've been thinking something’s fucked up in my brain
I just think
I need
I'm about to go insane
Tbh I don't really give a fuck what's going on inside your day
All you ever seem to do is care about what's going on inside your brain
What's going on inside your brain?

Let's me think about for a main
Minute
Let the needle jot while it's spinning
When it's worth the while
Let it rip Beyblade see me winning
Sipping lemonade don't stop Cole Bennet
Willy rock off top don't send it
School of Rock Don't cop
No credit
Bitch, I don't flop
2 pac
Cold deaded
Biggie's on top
No limit

I'm penning centuries
The pain contests to the
My main goal enemy
Is someone that I would call a friend of me
Ain't it funny how it be the best day possible
From laughing to crying you think that you're unstoppable
Look at the ops
They think of stopping you

My momma calling me for dinner
Hope she knows that I ain't really a sinner
Time to see clearly I nearly upset her
Wearily wearing she appears to be better
It's clear I should be nicer too easily upset
Creating a set for my career to pay my momma's debt
Fed up with the shit up on a silver spoon
Shouldn't take long to address elephant in the room
Obsessed with being inside my room
Inside of my mind
Inside of my head
Insight of me dying
I’m Wishing for death
The sight of me crying
I'm looking for breaths
I looking for air

I just I hope I never fall off
Watch the sundown
I go runoff
In my own head
Getting lost in, in the mainframe
Window pain still the same