Numb to the Pain

Yo, look
Numb to the pain, used to the stress
Ain't seen my daughter in a month, it hurt me in my chest
But yet I'm blessed, I'm thankful for my freedom
This situation revealed the fake friends and I ain't need 'em
I know my actions can't be justified by reasons
I love you if you reached out and we wasn't speaking
I've come to peace, I might be staying or be leaving
You saw what you saw on the internet and you believed it
But ion blame you, instead I'm saying thank you
This only made me stronger
If we both in the wrong then how it turn to who was wronger?
I wish that I could see my daughter na
But if I get this sentence, then it's gon' be longer
And that's the truth, I'm hurt, but I embrace it
Instead of me tryna run from reality, I face it
I'm tryna be a better man by owning up to my mistakes
For every story, it's two different takes