I've Changed (Final Thoughts)
I've changed
Even though you don't
Want to admit it
I'm not the same
I hope you can
See the difference
I hope you don't recognize me
That I'm the ghost of who you knew 'cause now I welcome the pain
And ink the skin you used to bruise
No I'm not romanticizing
I've just been realizing
That all the shit you put me through
And all the fights I had to lose
Lead me to see
Who I was meant to be
You told me you were
"One call away"
Then blocked my number
When I begged you to stay
And I don't wanna beat
A horse that's dead
But you were never really good in bed
No I'm not romanticizing
I've just been realizing
That all the shit you put me through
And all the fights I had to lose
Lead me to see
Who I was meant to be
I wish I had some words to say
But all my thoughts just slip away
You always made me feel like shit
I guess I beat around the bush a bit
For anytime that you'd be down
I know that I was always around
But never anytime that I needed you
I know you hate to hear it
But I'm glad we're through
No I'm not romanticizing
I've just been realizing
That all the shit you put me through
And all the fights I had to lose
Lead me to see
Who I was meant to be
Lead me to be
A better me
No I'm not romanticizing
I've just been realizing
That all the shit you put me through
And all the knuckles I had to bruise
Lead me to see
Who I was meant to be
Lead me to be
A better me