Anxiety (feat. Abstract)
You seem to disappear, no matter what I say to you
I know it's hard these days my dear, but that's anxiety for you
Woah
Woah
Lights gonna burn out
How is this gonna turn out
Don't know, but I'll find out
Sip this till I black out
Puff this till I'm all out
Turn this shit so loud
Tell em all that we on now
Tell em all got no doubts
Bouncing back and forth and off the walls
Hit decline ignoring all the calls
Don't wanna talk, don't wanna talk no
Not gonna fall, not gonna fall no
And I know it's all good, yeah it's okay
Everything's all fine, yeah it's all great
That time that we had, gotta stow it away
Cause thinking thoughts like these got me going insane
And I had to say bye you see
You're no good caught a hunch up inside of me
Maybe I might be a little bit off to you
I Caught a vibe every single time I talked to you and
I'm thinking what we had's over, those times I know they'll blow over
With someone else I'll grow closer, I looked at her and told her (Yeah)
You seem to disappear
No matter what I say or do
I know inside may rise a fear
Won't get anxiety from you
Woah
Woah
Won't get anxiety from you
Take a drink just to get me out the door
Same drink gonna put me on the floor
Same thing that I did the night before
Only thing is that it's with a different girl
Wonder if I'm back to being more like me
Is the man in the mirror who I used to see
Or have I changed since the days that you changed my dreams
Am I ruminating tryna re-create our scenes
Another bad movie the plot loosely
In the same vein as the pain that you passed through me
Anxiety, when I think about love
P.T.S.D when I think about us
It's a pipe dream when I think about trust
So I give her pipe dreams but it's all just lust
And I know she wants love but I'm scared knowing we could end up just like us
You gave me pain, but I'm choosing to suffer
Replays in my mind and they're pulling me under
I'm breaking free, this anxiety, reserve it for me
I won't let you hurt another
You seem to disappear
No matter what I say or do
I know inside may rise a fear
Won't get anxiety from you
Woah
Woah
Won't get anxiety from you