Double Takes

Double takes at my face still the same still the same
Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same
Double takes at my face still the same still the same
Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same

Double takes at my face still the same still the same
Yeah that's just denial talking suicide I contemplate
About every other day but I know I got a mission left to face
And I'm finished with that
Well I'll try to keep my promises but do you know how hard it is
My heart is in catharsis I'm tryna keep a meal in my stomach
But I'm just wanting to vomit I'm shaking violently
And I'm just wanting to plummet
Yeah lates nights brain high but my heart's as low as it gets
Oh motherfuckers heard grass? but it gets lower than gravel
Hopefully six feet and God will hit that gavel
(Lord I hope he does)
Lord I hope he does
(Lord I hope he does)

Double takes at my face still the same still the same
Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same
Double takes at my face still the same still the same
Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same
Double takes at my face still the same still the same
Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same
Double takes at my face still the same still the same
Dumb mistakes I'm to blame still the same still the same

Look
Lost identity is feeling like the end of me
The only thing that's stopping me from ending me is bettering
The people that took care of me when I thought I was peasantry
Back when I really thought that bullet it would set me free
In the mirror I disappear look
In the mirror I disappear look

(I mean I just feel like my intentions are futile in the face of better days
So I was like I mean who needs to eat anyways right?)

Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Cause I can't seem to find him
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Cause I can't seem to find him
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Cause I can't seem to find him
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Cause I can't seem to find him
Left right left right where that motherfucker at
Left right left right where that motherfucker at
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Tell me where that motherfucker at huh?
Cause I can't seem to find him
Trust another man to tell me who I am
Carve your name in my mother mother fuckin' fuckin' back
Drinks being spat bellies going flat double double mask
Tell me where this motherfucker at huh?
Cause I can't seem to find him

Instead of yours for the longest time
I've been trying so hard
For the longest time
I've been trying so hard to be mine
Instead of yours
For the longest time
I've been trying so hard
Instead of yours
For the longest time
I've been trying so hard to be mine
'Stead of yours
Instead of yours
For the longest time