Filling in Time

Standing hopeless
Watching the wall
Crouching, sitting
Waiting for my
Appointment
Feels like I'm just filling in time

Touching the bench
Purple joints
Down in my trench
Hating the stench
Some company
There's an eerie, jealous ? here

This is how we die slowly
Like this
This is not regressing
Like this
Suffocating, stuck inside
Like this
Directionless and hiding
Like this
Like this

Living like this, barely living
Bleakly walking
Hardly staying
Awake
The walls are crying for my help [ x 4 ]