Cry for Me

If I die, fuck what they talkin bout
Please cry for me
So much coulda been avoided if
We let the tears go
So if I die please cry for me
Know I finally let the fear go
I don’t know what’s underneath
Got a phone with like 12 different
Ways that you can reach me
Why can’t nobody reach me?

Tryin to forgive myself
That shit feel like reaching
Tryna give my friends some help
That shit feel like preaching
Know this trauma got a root
That shit seated deeply
Plus I feel like if I knew
Noone would believe me
Payin so much cost to bear these crosses
Wish there was a cheap me
Wish I could unseat these
Congress of my thoughts
Who act a lot like ours cause
They don’t have my best interests at heart
And they financed by elite greed
Wish I could just be one part
Of me for the night
I wish I could lose just one
Part of me in a fight
I wish I could be just who
I oughta be and I might
But when I win I hope it's fueled
By love and not from spite
Releasing all these songs
Emotions still trapped
Something’s always wrong
My hope it feels sapped
I need to let it out and yo, that’s real rap
But I’m from the home of
These keep it real raps and that’s that so

If I die, fuck what they talkin bout
Please cry for me
So much coulda been avoided if
We let the tears go
So if I die please cry for me
Know I finally let the fear go
I don’t know what’s underneath
Got a phone with like 12 different
Ways that you can reach me
Why can’t nobody reach me?