Grown Up

So up, but I'm tryna tell myself
By my fourth cup steady tryna sell myself
That I'm grown up never when the moment
Really mattered, did I froze up
Analytics high, shoot my shot never boast up

I gotta move somethin' i gota do somethin'
Before I sit in one place
I would lose somethin' i am overstimulated
Then the blues comin' i know I also love
Playin' with the snooze button

Now it's drinks on me
But ain't nobody round here
Put there thanks on me people that I thought
I'd share my wings with
Is busy takin' tithеs i'd be there too
If I was still bе in disguise
Got this company now it's up for me
Now all a sudden everybody wanna come for me
When I was down
None of them people would comfort me
So tell me one more time
Why I should give a fuck for free?

Can't find presence in that luxury
Can't find essence in that struggling
How does "so productive" feel?
I'm barely functioning
Is this the American dream
That they want for me?

So up, but I'm tryna tell myself
By my fourth cup steady tryna sell myself
That I'm grown up never when the moment
Really mattered, did I froze up
Analytics high, shoot my shot never boast up
I gotta move somethin' i gota do somethin'
Before I sit in one place
I would lose somethin' i am overstimulated
Then the blues comin' i know I also love
Playin' with the snooze button