New Shrink

Swear, I ain’t tryna make this hard
I been lookin’ for another way
But it seem like weakness make me strong
I been Doctor Paradoxic Waves
Toxic ways, yeah
Pissin’ out a lotta toxic waste
Stayin’, this is mine, I’m doin’ good
I’m in a better place
Face, dab you up like "stay safe"
That’s just how we say bye but
I mean what I say, aye
I really need a new shrink
Ironic that’ll help me grow
I ain't have one in like 5 years
Can’t really afford it though
Feel like my hurtin’ is a burden
I put so much on the ones around me
How much can their love shoulder?
Chasin’ urges
I just never wanted to be herded
Like those ones around me
Sheep to that phrase, well
That’s just the way it go no, couldn’t be me
But there’s times that I tried
And just couldn’t be free
Used to brag on instrumentals "look at me
Look at me" thought I had it figured out
Now I got patterns of doubt that make
Me feel so rookie to me
When I started see the truth’s when all
You tough guys look pussy to me
Tryna explain me to myself
How should I put me to me?
In need of some me-time but I
Can’t book me for free
I’mma need a couple whiskeys on
The rocks for the kid
And you don’t need to mumble with me
You don’t gotta say a feel, baby
You could keep it real
Cause I’m tryin’ get in your rear
Who’s fakin’ here? Who’s usin’ who?
You ain’t lyin on you
You just don’t know yourself
But if I know me, tell me why I’m still here
I’ve been feelin’ weird lately
Yo, feelin’ real shakey
Yo, hope I don’t play me, no, no, no