So Gone
I’m so gone, I’m so gone
Got me wishin that I never left home
It’ll never be the same, I can never go back
I just gotta cope with the facts
I just gotta cope with the facts
Yo I’m tellin you it’s hard just to move on
Feelin like my groove’s gone
So I’m like stellar while I
Drink a couple Stellas
But the pleasure isn’t pleasure
When it’s measured
So 5x12 ounces to feel better isn’t better
Damn
And I’m tryin hang with the fellas but a
Shit'storm brewin and I feel
Under the weather phone wit my moms
Always say more than I’m tryna tell her
But these feelings always swell up
Til I shed ‘em, damn
My cerebellum got me wildin’
But I’m here now so I gotta grind
And if you ain’t onboard
Shit I still intend to dive in
Yo I have to since I’m on fire
And yo I ain’t tryin burn out
But sometimes when you got that weight on
Your shoulders that’s when
Everything works out
So I’m copin and I’m hopin
I’m just tryna stay
Afloat and we ain’t in the same boat
I’m so gone
I’m so gone, I’m so gone
Got me wishin that I never left home
It’ll never be the same, I can never go back
I just gotta cope with the facts
I just gotta cope with the facts
Yo it’s a long way down but I
Know I’m too fly to freefall
But I’m feelin like I devolved
Cause lately my little sister givin
Me advice when she calls
But fuck it, let her see me how I am, damn
No longer a role model
All because I left home
But if I just kept goin to the next poem
Maybe I could show ‘em how even without
The best form you can press on like your
Chest grown and I’m in the psycho zone
But I do it macro on the microphone
Cause shit get dark but when the lights go
On, automatically come correct like
The typos gone, word
And then the fight goes on and the people
In the crowd like "We like those songs"
So I’m just copin and I’m hopin
I’m just tryna stay afloat
We might be in the same boat i’m so gone
I’m so gone, I’m so gone
Got me wishin that I never left home
It’ll never be the same, I can never go back
I just gotta cope with the facts
I just gotta cope with the facts
This is for my man who
In dire need of kidneys
But he still out here livin like he ballin
This is for my mans whose home life’s
So shitty his mom be callin
The cops every time he in the
Apartment but he ain't phased
This is for my man who lost his brother
To a gun but somehow remain sane
This is for that kid who lost both parents to
HIV and somehow stays positive
Without bein positive
This is why I’m tryna live
This is why I’m tryna give
Cause human beings perseverin’ through
All kinda shit
And anyone who say your struggle ain’t
Real is a liar too
Cause sadness and pain ain’t quantifiable
Don’t gotta understand what I’m tryna do
Shit, just don’t put me on trial, dude
We all copin and we hopin we just tryna stay
Afloat man we all in the same boat
We so gone
I’m so gone, I’m so gone
Got me wishin that I never left home
It’ll never be the same, I can never go back
I just gotta cope with the facts
I just gotta cope with the facts