Where I Am

I done had me a streak of bad days
Yesterday was the best in a while  (yeah)
I been bottlin' a lot in my safe
But I make my confessions and smiles (yeah)
And they been rare in the air
That I share but the
Fare isn't fair to make wear
Turn to their soul
I think I'm where I'm 'sposed to be
I think I'm where I am, where I am
Where I am and I came with a lot to lose
But so did every man with a lot to prove
Beats in my x rays showed a lotta wounds
Stick the quell through my chеst
Dip the blood in it
I just wanna paint my soul with it
I just wanna shape my goals with it
Sometimеs to get clean gotta soak in it
So I'm where I'm supposed to be
I'm where I'm supposed to be

Yeah, one time for the one time
This for every soldier on the frontline
On the battlefield of tryna find
A mass appeal of
Strugglin' internal tryna make em
See your battle's real i see you
Know that I be a
Know that you the only judge
Knows if the trial's real
You ain't cappin' when actions
Start with an idea
They just rappin' like alpaca but they Ikea
You could sweep cheap dirt
Under expensive rug
But eventually you still gon' get some bugs
The recipe ain't filled with gentle hugs
I make peace with ingredients that
I get from thugs
Beauty's ugly, pain is pretty, growth hurts
And peace is loud
And ain't much worth more to
Me than bein' proud
Still tryna figure this me shit out
But I guess that's what it is
I can see it now

I done had me a streak of bad days
Yesterday was the best in a while (yeah)
I been bottlin' a lot in my safe
But I make my confessions and smiles (yeah)
And they been rare in the air
That I share but the
Fare isn't fair to make wear
Turn to their soul
I think I'm where I'm 'sposed to be
I think I'm where I am, where I am
Where I am and I came with a lot to lose
But so did every man with a lot to prove
Beats in my x rays showed a lotta wounds
Stick the quell through my chest
Dip the blood in it
I just wanna paint my soul with it
I just wanna shape my goals with it
Sometimes to get clean gotta soak in it
So I'm where I'm supposed to be
I'm where I'm supposed to be

Fuck what you tryna prove
Define the rules, inside will do
I grinded, flew behind the groove
When times is blue, I tried to fool
I climbed to new heights to
Find time to prove if I should lose
Least they don't have my soul
Guess I'm past my goals and
Need to redefine my prime
And so they won't try my woes
I'm finally alive, I know