if only

I'm fresh out of lovely feelings to give
I've got some, others but that's just a pain to relive
I'm hoping, that my heart will make more for me to
Hand out like sweets

I look to you, at your peach-lemonade lips
While thinking, sure would be swell if I could sneak in a kiss
But every, time that I think of loving someone I go and retreat

If only I had love left inside
There'd be a honey glued right to my side
I'd twirl and fall and laugh and bat my eyes
Sucks that my heart is so still
If only I had love left to see
I would hold on to it, endlessly
There would be nothing stopping me
Sucks that my heart is so still
Sucks that my heart is so still

Am I a, skeleton, a shell, or a ghost?
Cause it's not, hard for me to love hating love the most
Ironic, it's just the way that things are swinging around in my mind

It's hard to think that I'd give up on it now
But baby, they took my heart and fucking hollowed it out
Don't hate me, it's already the worst knowing all that I've left behind

If only I had love left inside
There'd be a honey glued right to my side
I'd twirl and fall and laugh and bat my eyes
Sucks that my heart is so still
If only I had love left to see
I would hold on to it, endlessly
There would be nothing stopping me
Sucks that my heart is so still
Sucks that my heart is so

Still I've been longing for a way
To get it beating fast one day
It seems like getting there's so hard
But I hate this state of mind
I wanna leave it all behind
Cause it won't take me very far

If only I had love left inside
There'd be a honey glued right to my side
I'd twirl and fall and laugh and bat my eyes
Sucks that my heart is so still
If only I had love left to see
I would hold on to it, endlessly
There would be nothing stopping me
Sucks that my heart is so still
Sucks that my heart is so still