I Could Tell

I could show you how
I could tell you want me
Yeah
I don't know what else to say
I could show you how
I could tell you want me
I could show you how
I could tell you want me
I could tell you want me
Yuh, still mobbin with my heart broke
Still poppin what I wanna I'ma die slow
A real hitter on a beat when my eyes low
Still alive but I can't breath
Still wishing you would find me
I'm right here but I get it cause I'm not me
If you ever wanted me then you got me
I could tell you want me
Do you really though
Do you ever look back on them videos
Do you ever want to talk then you really don't
Why I'm always in the wrong when the dice falling
Why I'm going through this life like a nightcrawler
And I'm tryna stay afloat in this white water
Have it all for a minute that's a nice offer
Then its gone, I guess I could regret acceptance
Man they throw you in the fight till you left defenseless
I'ma tear up on this beat cause this is all I'm left with
This shit turned me to a ghost cause it left me breathless
Someone pull me from the dirt I don't know the way up
Bitch I take another drink till I'm throwing it up
And I'm knowing it sucks but I just gotta get away from
All these horrible thoughts, like who you see when you be lonely as fuck
Why I'm always falling victim to my own shit
Why I'm living every day without the realest
Second chance I would kill for the healing
I would do anything that's some real shit
Is this really all that life's offering
Happiness, followed by a nice coffin
Priceless, followed by them debts callin
Restless, too many of them days gone and
I'm still alive but I could say I been to paradise
And for the contrast, I been down to hell twice
This time around got me terrified
It's ironic this time I ain't scared to die
I been around and seen it all call it Murphy's Law
Primadonnas gotta fall, how'd we lose it all
With your back against the wall who you finna call
Had your finger on the dial? Pull the trigger, nah
Why'd it have to go down like that
Why we couldn't come and bounce right back
Why we really in this town like that
Why them texts said come right back
Now you never come around like that
Is this real life? If it is I'ma still fight
What you thinking? tell me what you feel like
I'm still here, I'm right here, you could still fight
Cause I know you think about it on a still night
I could tell you want me
Yuh
Still mobbin with my heart broke
Still poppin what I wanna I'ma die slow
A real hitter on a beat when my eyes low
Still alive but I can't breath
Still wishing you would find me
I'm right here but I get it cause I'm not me
If you ever wanted me then you got me