Pieces (feat. Sol)

I guess this what broken feels like
Maybe I thought it'd be easier
Ask me how I'm doing I don't feel right
Where are those days I'm not really sure
I used to see you in the night time
Now I just hear from you in the daylight
All these days turned to weeks now
Wanna live your life, yeah that's fine
Spent all these nights by myself now
I been on my own don't want nobody else
Kinda wish that I was someone else now
Now I know that you're the only one that helps
They ask what I need, I say everything
They say what you mean? I mean everything
What it was to me, it was everything
What it was to me, thought of wedding rings
And I let you go and
Tear me to pieces, tell me you leaving
I say we could beat this, you say that you don't know
I'm cold as the streets is, loaded with weakness
I'm going to sleep, cause I been dreaming you won't go
Never try then you won't know
Nights have been so cold
I had life in a chokehold
Now I can't go home
Someday you'll grow old
Will you think about me
You wanna live this life or
Wanna live it without me
So I keep the smoke rolled
I'm back in my own zone
I'm riding alone but
I ain't meant to be solo
So I don't show no
Emotion the door closed
Broken on the side of the road
I'm so froze
I miss my best friend
I miss them old days
I miss them long nights
Riding 'round we let the songs play
I miss them first days
And all them worst days
Cause this scenario is
Honestly the worst case
I'm tryna think of what I got you for your birthday
I hope it's what you wanted in the first place
I know that you've been hurting in the worst way
Maybe we was cursed since our first date
You still in my phone, I got millions of words to say
I ain't ever prayed, but almost went to church today
These memories pop up on my phone like anniversaries
The 3rd is coming, feel like I just went through surgery
How you feel when you see my name popping up
Are you happy are you mad do we not talk enough
Do you wanna block me move on with your life and stuff
I kinda doubt it so I guess I'll sit and wait for us
And I let you go and
Tear me to pieces, tell me you leaving
I say we could beat this, you say that you don't know
I'm cold as the streets is, loaded with weakness
I'm going to sleep, cause I been dreaming you won't go
Never try then you won't know
Nights have been so cold
I had life in a chokehold
Now I can't go home
Someday you'll grow old
Will you think about me
You wanna live this life or
Wanna live it without me
So I keep the smoke rolled
I'm back in my own zone
I'm riding alone but
I ain't meant to be solo
So I don't show no
Emotion the door closed
Broken on the side of the road
I'm so froze
Tear me to pieces, tell me you leaving
I say we could beat this, you say that you don't know
I'm cold as the streets is, loaded with weakness
I'm going to sleep, cause I been dreaming you won't go
She gone say she love you then run away
She gone say she love you then run away