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There’s a thirst
There’s a strength
And it’s so hideous
There’s a force deep within
And I want nothing of it
With its roots
In my heart
Since I was a child
It instills in my soul
Never to depart

There’s a wall
That divides me
From myself
And it sinks
And it drives
Til I’m bleeding out
And I shake
With remorse
After every word out of my mouth
I won’t look
In your eyes
I won’t hear your voice

My heart beats in pathways of families that know me
But they should just push me for I don’t deserve it
I’ve cheated and I’ve lied and my hands are filthy
You’re telling me to come
You’re holding Intensely

'Cause you know you love this
And I’m undeserving
You speak into my chest
You capture my worries
And I’ve cried these soft tears and I know you are tired
You want to set me free
Do you know what this earth is
When I don’t believe you
You tell me it’s my choice
To hold you or hear the sound
Of my heart on this ground on this ground

On this ground