Heart Shaped Bruises

Last night I was tryna avoid the drama
It's been a while since I really really saw ya
Didn't know that it could get any harder
But I don't want you to know that

Last night I was tryna get some drinks, yeah
Just to keep keep myself from overthinking
But you know how to change my mood within a minute
And I don't want you to know that

I won't fight it
No I guess we tried it
And tho I'm dying inside
I'm gonna delete your number from my phone

You don't know what you got until you lose it
I wish you never got the chance to prove it
You took my everything with no excuses
At least u've left me with these heart shaped bruises

I've tried to recover from the madness
I'm glad that you never got the message
That I send when I was feeling so helpless
And I don't want you to go back

Why does it feel so wrong now you're one of my exes
Why is your signal dead whenever I am texting
Honestly, I only wanted to check in
But I don't need you to call back

I won't fight it
No I guess we tried it
And Tho I'm dying inside
I'm gonna delete your number from my phone

You don't know what you got until you lose it
I wish you never got the chance to prove it
You took my everything with no excuses
At least u've left me with these heart shaped bruises

I didn't know these scars could feel this heavy
There's so much more than I could ever carry
You took my everything with no excuses
At least you left me with these heart shaped bruises

Didn't know that it could get any harder
(And I don't want you to know that)
You should know how badly I wanna call ya

You don't know what you got until you lose it
I wish you never got the chance to prove it
You took my everything with no excuses
At least u've left me with these heart shaped bruises

I didn't know these scars could feel this heavy
There's so much more than I could ever carry
You took my everything with no excuses
At least you left me with these heart shaped bruises