Hopeless

We were so close,
Know it’s been over a year.
I'd see your face,
And then I’d know I’m not scared.
I wanna love you, but I’m not prepared.
I wanna tape over my eyes and go to bed.
It’s not with most I can be intimate.
Get home from work,
And we would take off our shirts,
Memories so good that now it really just hurts.
I think I’m ready, but I’m really not.

Girl, I'm hopeless.
City makes me wild.
Girl, I'm hopeless.

I took my chances,
Just to get back my heart,
Got back together,
Just to end up where we’d start.
How natural is it to just really not care?
Don’t know what you see in him,
Just hope he acts fair.
Run out of options,
Still I go back for more.
I wanna tell you,
But what would that be for?
There must be someone else,
I’m really not sure.
I think I’m ready, but I’m really not.

Hope when you go running, you'll still call me up fast.
Hope you know I'm learning everything doesn't last.
Hope you know I'm good with everything that you want.
I'm just a child, sometimes it gets me down.

Girl, I'm hopeless.
City makes me wild.
Girl, I'm hopeless.
I am such a child