traitor

Maybe I drank too much tonight Maybe I put up too much of a fight
Maybe you told me that you didn't love me Like how you loved me once before
Told me these days you want something different The city's for has beens the one I grew up in
The one where I met you, where I fell in love in
Well, I need a cold drink
While she's putting miles on her 2009 Jeep
I'll listen to sad songs while she drives away I'll get back to my old self
Cheap whiskey and hotels I'll drown in my own doubt
Will somebody save me
I'm scared of my own self
My mirror looks different
When I stare at myself
I'm trying to leave here
What's dragging me back down
Is my fear of failure
I swear she's the traitor
Maybe I did have too much to drink And maybe I need it
So I won't think about the times we had Shooting whiskey under stars
In the back of my mind Still in the back of my heart
Those tire tracks are still in my driveway
You ain't coming back, I learned the hard way
Told you before I wanna leave this place But you beat me to it
So I'll say
I need a cold drink
While she's putting miles on her 2009 Jeep
I'll listen to sad songs while she drives away I'll get back to my old self
Cheap whiskey and hotels I'll drown in my own doubt
Will somebody save me
I'm scared of my own self
My mirror looks different
When I stare at myself
I'm trying to leave here
What's dragging me back down
Is my fear of failure
I swear she's the traitor
Maybe I drank too much tonight Maybe I put up too much of a fight
Maybe you told me that you didn't love me Like how you loved me
Well, I need a cold drink
While she's putting miles on her 2009 Jeep
I'll listen to sad songs while she drives away I'll get back to my old self
Cheap whiskey and hotels I'll drown in my own doubt
Will somebody save me
I'm scared of my own self
My mirror looks different
When I stare at myself
I'm trying to leave here
What's dragging me back down
Is my fear of failure
I swear she's the traitor