​relapsecity

[Intro: Sample]
And you were on sixteen Xanax a day?
I was taking four Xanax four times a day, and I was fourteen
I saved all the bottles in a shoebox because I remember thinking- This can't be right

[Chorus]
Still lost in this feeling
I know it's taking me again
Losing sleep 'cause I don't need a dream for life to feel pretend
Yeah I know but I don't really care though
So I just take one and I lay low
Can't forget how that feeling is, but I don't know how I could still be feeling this

[Verse]
And I tried to not let it get inside my head
And I hope I don't get locked inside my bed again
But I'm still lost
I don't know, I'm still lost
But I guess I'm still fucking lost in my head again
Even though I know that I, I could be something
But still wanna feel like that
So I guеss I'll forget my plans
And I know, that I don't have to do this
But now, this still feel [?]This the only thing saving mе from feeling like I have fucking anxiety
It's nothing, but it's something
I can't keep ignoring this
Feel a moment, I'ma come in [?]
And now it's over
And I'm feeling way too sober to be here right now
So guess I won't fight now
With myself, since I'm feeling it again
But I know that it's really, it's all inside my head
And I know what happens
Just make excuses for myself
I feel like this
Yeah I'm feelin' this
And I know, that I'm losing it again
Yeah, I don't [?] with myself feeling it again
But I don't know
Acting like I don't know

[Chorus]
Yeah I know but I don't really care though
So I just take one and I lay low
Can't forget how that feeling is, but I don't know how I could still be feeling this

[Verse: Repeat]
And I tried to not let it get inside my head
And I hope I don't get a locked inside my bed again
But I'm still lost
I don't know, I'm still lost
But I guess I'm still fucking lost in my head again
Even though I know that I, I could do something
But still wanna feel like that
So I guess I'll forget my plans
And I know, that I don't have to do this
But now, this still feel [?]
This the only thing saving me from feeling like I have fucking anxiety
It's nothing, but it's something
I can't keep ignoring this
Feel a moment, I'ma come in [?]
And now it's over
And I'm feeling way too sober to be here right now
So guess I won't fight now
With myself, since I'm feeling it again
But I know that it's really, it's all inside my head
And I know what happens
Just make excuses for myself
I feel like this
Yeah I'm feelin' this

[Outro]
With myself, since I'm feeling it again
But I know that it's really, it's all inside my head
And I know what happens
Just make excuses for myself
I feel like this
Yeah I'm feelin' it
Yeah I know but I don't really care though
So I just take one and I lay low
Can't forget how that feeling is, but I don't know how I could still be feeling this