Without help

Im never sober anymore
Im way too high i need to focus
Im feeling dumb as fuck right now
Why am i filled with so much
Pain, pain, now
Im so fucked up i cannot
Stand it, stand it
Noww
Im smoking woods inside of my room
Why am i here like what did i do
Got shit on canvas and its overdue
Im such a faggot i look like a troon
Im using these patches so i can look cute
Cute
Plz soon
Look in the mirror and be anyone but you
And you know my nigga we

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Gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I can't keep on hating mysellff elf elf
Ohh ohhhh ohh oohhh
And i knoooooooooooooooooooooooo
Ohhhhhhhhh
I can't keep on going without
Helpp help help
Im rly fucking up right now :\

I rly need u babygirl <3
I cannot lie i fucking love you
Come grab my hair and pull me close
Girl you so bad i want you on me
On me nowwwwwwww
Come fuckn kiss me
Lets get sloppy, sloppy
Kyaaaaaaaaaaaa! come pin me down
I rly need u i want u im feeling crazy inside my head
Im just thinking about you and you gotta be so far away
Can't believe that i found you since i got you it's been brighter days
You make me kyaaaaa ah ahh ( i rlly love you)
So can we gooooooooooooooooooo

I can't keep on hating myselffff elf elf
Ohhhhhhhhhh ohhh oh ohhhhh
And i knooooooooooooooooo
I can't keep on going without
Hellllpp elp elp
Im rly fucking up right nowwwwwwwww nowww