Not Good Enough

[Verse 1: Mesus]
Ever since a kid, you said I don't deserve to live
I still can't forgive half the things you did
Half the things you said to me are unspeakable, and keep playin' 
In my head, all day on repeat mode

[Verse 2: Mesus]
Why you always gotta lie to me?
Why you laugh at my beliefs, and try to kill my dreams?
Tell me, what I ever do you?
Nothin', and you know it, but you never say it's true

[Verse 3: Mesus]
I mean, how else can I show it, all I've done for you?
I put my whole life on hold, all because of you
Keep throwin' dirt all on my name, then you run me through it
God, how much more can I take, 'fore I lose it, uh?

[Chorus: Kayla Bailey]
(Love me)
(You never loved me) 
(You never loved me) Not good enough, nothing's ever good enough
Good enough to earn your love, (You never loved me)
I should've done more
Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me)

[Verse 4: Mesus]
Every chance that you have, you bringin' up the past
I guess grace don't exist, I don't get a pass
I don't get a chance to prove I can do it, too
How come I'm the only one you ever do this to?

[Verse 5: Mesus]
Everybody else always gets forgiveness from you
Me, you just question loyalty, and say I give up on you
All you do is take, until there's barely any left
It's barely any air in my chest, can barely take a breath

[Chorus: Kayla Bailey]
(Love me) Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough
Good enough to earn your love (You never loved me)
I should've done, more
Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me)

[Chorus: Kayla Bailey]
Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough
Good enough, to earn your love (You never loved me)
I should've done, more
Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me)

[Verse 6: Mesus]
I'm really sorry, but I can't do this, anymore
Kept dodgin' conflict, now I'm fighting mental wars
It's all fun and games, 'til I'm in a mental ward
'Cause, the gun to my brain's the way that I'm heading toward

[Verse 7: Mesus]
But, do you care? No, you kick me, while I fall
Say I wouldn't pull the trigger, say that I ain't got the b-
Man, this time we got too close
Let's just keep that between me and you, though

[Chorus: Kayla Bailey]
(Love me) Not good enough, and nothin's ever good enough
Good enough to earn your love (You never loved me)
I should've done, more
Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me)

[Chorus: Kayla Bailey]
Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough
Good enough, to earn your love (You never loved me)
I should've done, more
Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me)

[Chorus: Kayla Bailey]
Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough
Good enough, to earn your love (You never loved me)
I should've done, more
Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me)

[Chorus: Kayla Bailey]
Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough
Good enough, to earn your love (You never loved me)
I should've done, more
Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me)