Symmetry

I'm caught in a symmetry of your mind
But I'm not happier than you
Did I really see you or was it a dream
Dreaming that it was seamless
Not a trace of wrong words

That we spoken
Little did we know
No bigotry no tears shed
Oh if only you'd try to be polite

Thinking you were right
Only to find that you're unkind
But ironically you will always be
Belle of the ball at least to me
I'm caught in a symmetry of your mind

But I'm not happier than you
But my words are frail not audible
They do not even convince me

Perhaps they are untrue
Truly with you the worst is always true
I gave you all the benefits of all the

Doubts I had
Never hoped to be as benign as me
Funny how you always get through
But ironically you will always be
Belle of the ball at least to me