CAME A LONG WAY

I was at the bottom of this pit was not capable of crawling out

It's my conscious talking to my subconscious
What happens if I'm nauseous
I gotta stay cautious
Life after death is flawless
What on earth could I be made for
Thoughts are fleeting my spirit is willing
No achieving so deceiving
Angry on the grieving road how could this be so cold
I just want you to hold me
I feel nothing and lost without you
You told me never doubt yourself
Cause my whole life I felt like I was riding a carousel
Round and round I go till there's nothing left to unfold nothing left
So many are sparked but I'm still left in the dark
Call it depressing what is left if I'm obsessing on the past
Harassing will this last
Wheres my lesson
Life is so fast is it a blessing
Not fair that some are begging to go
while others are waiting to know
Where am I

I sought my God my God I could not see
I sought myself of myself I could not free
I sought my brother I found all three
Now I'm living
I came a long way I came a long way

I asked these questions cause these are my confusions
How much alcohol are you in taking till the point that your own breaking
Two years without heroin two years without a drink two years without weed
So please tell me one thing
Don't oversimplify the problem
Trying to get me to hit another bottom
Like I've fallen
I'm still an alcoholic I am going to be solid
Still I have these problems at times I go thoughtless so now
Knowing that I'm out I rather not go back
I still have a lot to go but I made it this far
What if we kept the way we were going
Never knowing oh wait
That's faith trusting something I can't see
Adjusting to hope I know its not me
Remain as free I came a long way
I attended a life I don't deserve But can't go without reserve
Always hurting did I do what was right for me or wrong for them
Let them always doubt me they will never understand me

I sought my God my God I could not see
I sought myself of myself I could not free

I never want to forget where I came from
No more regret I am paying my debt
Life no longer makes me upset
God bless the broken God in range
I have changed Hope is restored eyes on you

I sought my God my God I could not see
I sought myself of myself I could not free
I sought my brother I found all three
Now I'm living
I came a long way I came a long way
I came a long way Amen